back again to blog....mind in a whirl....becox of someone....someone i dun wish to think of someone i dun want think...yet he keep appearing in my mind....it act really makes me feel so guilty towards jan....really cant concentrate on studies like that....tml i will die le...sure de...confirm die le....waiting for god of death to issue card for me.........................
Sorry dear...im an idiot and a stupid fool...arghhhh...all becox of him....i dun wish to see him ever again....
Monday, August 20, 2007
dying
today went to played pool with jan...was feeling sick today...sobbies....having a fever right now too....feel hot and cold therefore duno whether to wear a jacket anot...sob....then again today is not a fruitful day....studying is getting on my nerves....T.T.... maybe becox im sick and wants to play...now will be in studying mode till 10pm...10.30pm sharp will go to bed and wake up at 6.45am tml...this is for tml business finance exams...start at 8.30-10am....die still gt 2 dman tough chapter to study....need to practice too....envious of my friend...so good in studies and always so hardworking so she always have no worries...
today went to play pool with jan for 3 matches...saw abel anson and darren too...darren n anson ka jiao janson....darren is like that haha....but too bad...all of us are still nt yet close to play pool together...after that me n jan head to school to study and ve prata...den 6.30pm we went to play pool..left k pool at 7.30pm and rush home to study finance...im starting to get worried...hope all these exams will end soon...sian...gtg study liao...
today went to play pool with jan for 3 matches...saw abel anson and darren too...darren n anson ka jiao janson....darren is like that haha....but too bad...all of us are still nt yet close to play pool together...after that me n jan head to school to study and ve prata...den 6.30pm we went to play pool..left k pool at 7.30pm and rush home to study finance...im starting to get worried...hope all these exams will end soon...sian...gtg study liao...
Sunday, August 19, 2007
friends....they make u go wow and wee!!!!
duno how many thousands year didnt blog le...guess i was busy haha.....to be honest i hate it when my friends keep saying me n jan will be having family and youth session...really dun like it...but i jux keep quiet and smile...well they are friends so jux smile and everything will be ok...jux had this damn exam last thur....it was like wow so easy sia...but nt saying im confident or smth but the questions is exactly the same as those in the revision tutorial...my god...word for word eh...and it took me 4hours to memorize everything maybe 18 pages???not bad huh?keke...actually i have been study quite hard for this subject (marketing management) nice subject to score...dun wan ppl to laugh at me saying...
wa lau school of business management ppl cant even score well for their management....as a matter of fact it is indeed hilarious if u think of it....jux watch this great show "jump in" on disney channel ( c'mon cartoons arent that bad)...these days there are many good movies coming out too...i wanna watch rush hour, secrets and also lisence to wed.... these are the ones that i feel is the damn nice shows.... secret is jux bcox jay chou is inside...man i love his song but his person i feel that so so onli ba...he should take part more in the drama series and be more active in the media AND DEFINATELY SHOW HIS FACE MORE ON THE TV SCREEN....
now now for exams... 1 down 4 to go....these 4 i have the least confidence in business law and also essrs( essential of retail studies)... another stupid joke of the day is that i am a retail student and yet the least confident subject is retail... this world is gnna turn topsy turvey...
back to my life on relationship
me n jan are ok these days probably jux becox he is stressed out so tend to say things which he will regret and most probably u will find me with a face as black as justice bao and walked away leaving him alone...but at least he tries to put things back in place...he still cheers me up... things will be so hard up if without his support...that's all i will say haha
back to the main topic of the day...friends...
havent u realised life start to get real boring with jux hanging out with ur partner....well at least im...for hanging out with him for the past one yr plus...dun get the wrong idea...im nt sick of him or smth...jux that... i do realise that i need friends...jux need their company spice things up a little..be cool have fun... but the barrier is that my friends jux also wan me and jan to hang out and refuse to hang out wiht us jux becox we are a couple... i feel really wronged becox i have friends that ask me this... dun u feel that u n janson are abit sticky with each other...as in hanging out every day with each other... c'mon sometimes i jux dun wanna hurt anybody feelings becox i know if i say it will get ugly...
that is mainly becox i dun LIKE ppl to say me n jan are very "close"as in physically... after school we are together during school also together... y cant ppl jux try to understand my feelings???it's their problem not mine...its they dun hang out with me jux becox jan is around...it is not as though i will go kissing him in public or smth...and that is nv NV EVER my style...so i guess i jux got denied of the chance...and yet they think that it is very akward to hang out with me n jan... but i ux feel that we can be jux like normal friends just like any other click...
i really miss those days that i hang out in click...it was so fun that everyone hang out together...got secrets we share...talk abt life....school...and disturbing all the ppl arnd....it has been so long...till recently bck to be more active with friends...
had a nice dinner after finishing a game of beautiful pool at kpool amk...my fav hangout...guess who i had dinner with? darren, abel and anson....in my eyes they are like F4 plus one more whcih is janson's friend called lin hao...all these guys have their own characteristic which i personally find them charming... * im not a flirt* im still loyal and remains attached to one single guy which i feel that he is the best and sweetest among those that i have seen...
maybe i should drop some detail abt them..as a group they really stands out...all charming and handsome...tall yet the height is reasonable for a guy... jokers they are yet know when to stop... endless of laughter like u will nv know when will they tear...every day is jux so happy so wonderful to them... they are the ones that in this lifetime...a click that attracts me so deeply... that makes me wanna be friends with them...
lin hao
nice, politely, doesnt really talk to me but he is sensitive...sensitive is a good thing in this case...he is such a nice guy becox that time i was in grasshoot pool with jan n his bunch of guy friends..he is thoughtful to tell his friends that im sian but acutally im not...it is jux that they nv how much i love to play pool...i can jux sit there whole day long jux to watch ppl play pool...
darren
a joker...love to argue with him too...his jokes are funny yet a abit cold so in lay man terms it is jux lame...nice guy too..good in pool..likes to disturb ppl...but there is this time he told jan hey go la wad are u waiting for christmas??? den i reply n said den where is my present..since it is christmas i should have at least a present ah.... felt really bad that day...becox darren stunned and he didnt know wad to say...but it is good to look at him stunned becox he seldom gt stunned...his name is jun hoe and from bowen...this dude here is very VERY VERY photogenic...so nice la...
abel
a guy that loves playing dota!!!!!!!handsome like the rest...the second quietest one...he will be the 3rd best player in pool i must say...still good..haha at least better than me... nice wavey hair too...shinning eyes...gorgeous smile...he jokes too...he is the one that in this whole lifetime..a guy that i first called handsome...i nv say anyone handsome b4...and he is the first...so how do i judge...based on 2 criteria... appearance and the inner self...this guy is one hell of a guy that girls will fall and go for..and believe me when i say so *winks*
anson
my fav!!!!he really looks like my ex...so i wont be able to jugde him personally without being biased i guess...he is memorizing....partially becox he looks like my ex...but seriously i didnt took note of him until jan ask me too...becox he is jan's friend friend...the quietest and fighting the best pool player in my eyes with darren..so cant really tell who is the best...this dude really dun talk much...he doesnt seem to play dota...doesnt have a blog...doesnt have friendster either...so it really makes me wonder wad is he doing de...i think his life is ux abt pool, friends and tv bah...
wa lau school of business management ppl cant even score well for their management....as a matter of fact it is indeed hilarious if u think of it....jux watch this great show "jump in" on disney channel ( c'mon cartoons arent that bad)...these days there are many good movies coming out too...i wanna watch rush hour, secrets and also lisence to wed.... these are the ones that i feel is the damn nice shows.... secret is jux bcox jay chou is inside...man i love his song but his person i feel that so so onli ba...he should take part more in the drama series and be more active in the media AND DEFINATELY SHOW HIS FACE MORE ON THE TV SCREEN....
now now for exams... 1 down 4 to go....these 4 i have the least confidence in business law and also essrs( essential of retail studies)... another stupid joke of the day is that i am a retail student and yet the least confident subject is retail... this world is gnna turn topsy turvey...
back to my life on relationship
me n jan are ok these days probably jux becox he is stressed out so tend to say things which he will regret and most probably u will find me with a face as black as justice bao and walked away leaving him alone...but at least he tries to put things back in place...he still cheers me up... things will be so hard up if without his support...that's all i will say haha
back to the main topic of the day...friends...
havent u realised life start to get real boring with jux hanging out with ur partner....well at least im...for hanging out with him for the past one yr plus...dun get the wrong idea...im nt sick of him or smth...jux that... i do realise that i need friends...jux need their company spice things up a little..be cool have fun... but the barrier is that my friends jux also wan me and jan to hang out and refuse to hang out wiht us jux becox we are a couple... i feel really wronged becox i have friends that ask me this... dun u feel that u n janson are abit sticky with each other...as in hanging out every day with each other... c'mon sometimes i jux dun wanna hurt anybody feelings becox i know if i say it will get ugly...
that is mainly becox i dun LIKE ppl to say me n jan are very "close"as in physically... after school we are together during school also together... y cant ppl jux try to understand my feelings???it's their problem not mine...its they dun hang out with me jux becox jan is around...it is not as though i will go kissing him in public or smth...and that is nv NV EVER my style...so i guess i jux got denied of the chance...and yet they think that it is very akward to hang out with me n jan... but i ux feel that we can be jux like normal friends just like any other click...
i really miss those days that i hang out in click...it was so fun that everyone hang out together...got secrets we share...talk abt life....school...and disturbing all the ppl arnd....it has been so long...till recently bck to be more active with friends...
had a nice dinner after finishing a game of beautiful pool at kpool amk...my fav hangout...guess who i had dinner with? darren, abel and anson....in my eyes they are like F4 plus one more whcih is janson's friend called lin hao...all these guys have their own characteristic which i personally find them charming... * im not a flirt* im still loyal and remains attached to one single guy which i feel that he is the best and sweetest among those that i have seen...
maybe i should drop some detail abt them..as a group they really stands out...all charming and handsome...tall yet the height is reasonable for a guy... jokers they are yet know when to stop... endless of laughter like u will nv know when will they tear...every day is jux so happy so wonderful to them... they are the ones that in this lifetime...a click that attracts me so deeply... that makes me wanna be friends with them...
lin hao
nice, politely, doesnt really talk to me but he is sensitive...sensitive is a good thing in this case...he is such a nice guy becox that time i was in grasshoot pool with jan n his bunch of guy friends..he is thoughtful to tell his friends that im sian but acutally im not...it is jux that they nv how much i love to play pool...i can jux sit there whole day long jux to watch ppl play pool...
darren
a joker...love to argue with him too...his jokes are funny yet a abit cold so in lay man terms it is jux lame...nice guy too..good in pool..likes to disturb ppl...but there is this time he told jan hey go la wad are u waiting for christmas??? den i reply n said den where is my present..since it is christmas i should have at least a present ah.... felt really bad that day...becox darren stunned and he didnt know wad to say...but it is good to look at him stunned becox he seldom gt stunned...his name is jun hoe and from bowen...this dude here is very VERY VERY photogenic...so nice la...
abel
a guy that loves playing dota!!!!!!!handsome like the rest...the second quietest one...he will be the 3rd best player in pool i must say...still good..haha at least better than me... nice wavey hair too...shinning eyes...gorgeous smile...he jokes too...he is the one that in this whole lifetime..a guy that i first called handsome...i nv say anyone handsome b4...and he is the first...so how do i judge...based on 2 criteria... appearance and the inner self...this guy is one hell of a guy that girls will fall and go for..and believe me when i say so *winks*
anson
my fav!!!!he really looks like my ex...so i wont be able to jugde him personally without being biased i guess...he is memorizing....partially becox he looks like my ex...but seriously i didnt took note of him until jan ask me too...becox he is jan's friend friend...the quietest and fighting the best pool player in my eyes with darren..so cant really tell who is the best...this dude really dun talk much...he doesnt seem to play dota...doesnt have a blog...doesnt have friendster either...so it really makes me wonder wad is he doing de...i think his life is ux abt pool, friends and tv bah...
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